Throwing out my old clothes that don’t fit and probably never will again is absolutely killing me.
This is going to be hard. So I might not do it. I’ll just live with it. Forever. Until I finally die.
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Or maybe for once in my life, I won’t give up on myself.
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Who knows.
Shower coins of gold and silver
Down upon my aching head
So I can leave up yonder river
And lay down on an empty bed.
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Lace my palm with fameless fortune,
Free me from these paper chains
So I can sing a sweet solo tune
Celebrating only gains.
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Empty heart and empty pockets,
And some contagious apathy
Desire portraits be in lockets
And faces do not weigh on me.
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Escaping a life where nothing is earned
In a silly little limousine
Is hypocricy where I am concered
But an unrelenting dream.
The average penguin, and me.
Hollow chimes resonate us in a dimly lit room,
Beautiful nothingness.
You lie in silence as I
Splay across a very seperate seat.
My mind is throbbing
Pleasantly.
I am so relieved. If only I never spoke again
And never pondered another conversation
That leads to untimely death, uncertainly.
The void that grows between us
Induces comfortable independance
From you and even myself.
What is a walk in the brisk breeze
with a casual and forbidden cigarette?
Relapse?
Rather me than you.

With pleasure! :)
Getting back on it.